Unexpected

Before I knew it we were suddenly talking about my relationship that recently ended over the dinner table with 3 guys in their early 20's, their 19 year old sister, their parents, my parents and my sister. I had completely avoided telling my parents about my fiasco earlier this week, but I ended up telling the whole table almost everything that happened. Interesting enough though before I had to tell my dreaded story, my sister told her nightmare of a graduation and summer with her previous associate. And after her story, our friend told her confusing bad story about her mess of relationships. It was one of the most interesting dinner conversations I have ever had! All three of us girls seem to be unlucky in the guy department sAo far. It has just been hitting me the last few days that I didn't appriciate what I had till now it is gone. I miss my previous associate and best friends a lot but, I do not know if it could ever work out. My state of health has changed so much in my life that I can't control and it has ruined my relationship. I just wish I could be healthy and normal again, but it is going to be a long process of healing ahead of me filled with ups and downs. I'll post the picture of out gingerbread houses we made sometime soon. Peony and Elm